I met SwamiJi part 3
At one moment SwamiJi suddenly asked me about the malas around my neck. I have a Osho-mala that Ishwara gave me, and a shortened Osho Rajneesh mala made of seeds, a wonderfull mala, with a large locker that has a picture of osho in it. This mala was given to me by Ishwara until i would recieve my own mala from SwamiJi.
SwamiJi said: "Those mala's look good on you", and i explained how i got them (from my beloved friend Ishwara), and that the shortened mala was "on loan" until i received my own mala. SwamiJi told me to give the shortened mala to him, he is going to prepare it for me, so the upcoming days in Amsterdam (meditations in the "Mirror-centre", for more info, look at www.oshorajneesh.net or www.oshorajneesh.nl) i am going to get this mala when i'm going to take sannyas (or confirm sannyas, i feel like the taking sannyas already has been done).
I feel blessed, so blessed, SwamiJi is preparing a mala, specially for me. I have been waering a mala for many years now, to me it is not just a chain of beads, it is so much more. However, with words i cannot explain what a mala is to me, but is sure helps me every day to stay aware, awake, contious. It will connect me with Osho, with Rajneesh, not like a kind of dependency, but as a reminder to stay awake, a reminder of the way i am following, the way i chose, the way i'm living. To live contious, aware, make every activity a devotional activity, do everything meditative out of devotion.
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