I met SwamiJi part 4
Sitting next to SwamiJi, hearing him speak, listening to what he had to say. No questions in my mind, nothing that i needed to say, SwamiJi was speaking, and al i had to do was sit, sit and experience.
Even though he wasn't speaking to me directly, his words were reaching me, the communication went high above words.
Maybe someone else would have a thousand questions, and a million this to say. I did not. Nothing was relevant or important enough, the only thing of importance was the communication above the words. I know i do not have any answers, and live exists of questions and the unknown, the unexpected, that is what makes live so beautifull. But at that moment, and right now also, i do not feel the need to ask questions, maybe because i know by experience that answers only lead to other questions, or maybe because i cannot find one question or thing to say that is more important than the silence i felt near SwamiJi, like being in the eye of the storm.
Why don't i feel the need to ask questions, to speak? That's another question i do not want to ask. When i drop the questions, it becomes so much more clear.
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